Random thoughts

I don't know; I feel like saying nothing. I couldn't say anything, anymore because I don't have that courage now.. I am tired of saying anything to you about anything, and you are tired of understanding me. I feel everything; I don't know falling apart.  We have a lot of time but not time for us. that we make. I don't know what do u feel? Because I never know what and how do u feel.  because I am not that person anymore who was your Best Friend  and used to know everything about you, every little thing. With whom you could share anything about anyone. Now I am not wanted, I am a habit.  Ummmm! I don't know why this happens If it wouldn't work with you.. our these moments of togetherness   will lost somewhere in the journey of my life.. Out of my reach! And if in any step of life this happens I want you to pull me again towards you.

SHE IS THE ONE!!!! I stop myself .. To look into her eyes... That one second eye contact .. That shows her my whole lies..... Her enigmatic personality.. That wanted me to run.... Should I tell her...yes... She is the one!!!! Her hypnotic persona... That make me fall for her... She was my princess.. I always wanted to confer.. The brightness she has on her face Just as a sun.. Should I tell her..yes... She is the one!!!! Those unforgettable riveting talks.... Those under the moon silent walks.... That heart stopping look she use to give.. Those are the moments i use to live.... Despite of having flaws ..i find none.. Should I tell her...yes. She is the one!!!! Haven't thought about any other lass.... She was as necessary as an oxygen gas.... May be I would have won... If I I could say that day... "Yes you are the one" --- Rishi Kumar

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!!!!!!!! "I will get a girlfriend for u" she said.  Being just a friend he preferred to take the statement normally in front of others. Everyone knew that they were just friends . Girl liked some other guy and boy,well no one knew. Typical trait of a shy and u can say a FRIEND ZONED boy in today's generation. But he always wanted to say that it was her. She was the one . He was always mesmerized by her presence,even her silhouette was enough. He could still remember the first day they met . He knew every minor detail of that meeting. A black salwaar kameez with a pony tail on her head was just enhancing the beauty of hers. And yes how could anyone forget that voice of hers with which she shouted his name for the first time . He simply fell over that. Then notebooks were exchanged. Soon contacts numbers were too. Guy thought his life was on a roll. They used to chat till midnight. It was like every day's routine. There friends used to link

Yes! Sometimes all you want to know is Are they doing good? Are they happy? Are they contented? Are they feeling fine? Yes! This post is just again a random thought that crossed my mind. Scrolling down the chats of WhatsApp I found a chat with my dad. And I just opened it and then all I want to know How is he? Life is tough. Mine is toughest though. Many times I thought to end it but then again; how would they live? And as time passed I got busy, phone calls were reduced to them. Time passed and passed. They didn't contacted I didn't too because, they didn't. I was going through my weakest. Now "how would they live" changed to "how can they live"? Words, feelings, love everything just reversed. Vacations were there. I went to home. I didn't want to go though. As the flight landed, they with their priceless smile waiting. The food she made with all the love she has. The love he gave. Time was passing beautiful. I still felt somewhere that they