Is it..

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Am i happy??? 
I should be happy, i have everything i needed.
But i couldnt feel that pinch of happiness.
Monotonous has become my new happiness, has it? 
something incomplete is left behind in the bars and i want to go back and complete that but, i couldn't make it complete...
 #I wish I could understand myself earlier!
That is slipping out of my hands and i know it will slip away and imprints of it will always haunt me like a horrific dream..
who knew i will land up on that thing like so heavily that it would be so hard for me to let it go..
Thats why carpe diem is so much in trend..

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